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Saturday, December 31, 2011

Au Revoir 2011

Flu at the final stage.

I'll be all right.

No worry.

It'll go away eventually.

Listening to That Year and bought some DVDs. I was wondering who'll read this post. Heard a friend who've found his soulmate of similar gender. I'm so happy for him.

What's your ideal NY Eve gathering? Resolutions?

Well, for resolution #1 - publication! I'm hoping to have my work(s) to be known either in ePub or through a literary agent. I can't confirm too much here, while I'll be busy for other things as well. It has been my dream since I've flew that far to Vancouver for the course. I need some reward, too.

I won't be travelling. Gotta save up for several necessary reasons. I do hope to finish replying my pen-pals' letters and get a job that I could enjoy - a basic monthly salary and prepping for my dreams.

Do you wish to have more time than 24/7?

I do.

I begin to believe in horoscope as my source of inspiration. A fighter that trained from bottom pit, yes I am. There're times I want to stop, look above and take a break without forgetting to work harder later. I thought I had it all. I didn't. I feel emptiness sometimes - hungry for dripping sweat of knowledge and sometimes, love.

I've been disappointed most of the time. If first cut isn't the deepest then falling in love with attached men mostly get me going. My twisted mindset could only flirt with him, and he played along. There's a stint of bittersweet and raw satisfaction. Or else, men come after me for wisdom decision making. Hello! I ain't your mother!

I'm sticking to my writing muse, rather.

Happy New Year 2012.

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