Au Revoir 2011

Flu at the final stage.

I'll be all right.

No worry.

It'll go away eventually.

Listening to That Year and bought some DVDs. I was wondering who'll read this post. Heard a friend who've found his soulmate of similar gender. I'm so happy for him.

What's your ideal NY Eve gathering? Resolutions?

Well, for resolution #1 - publication! I'm hoping to have my work(s) to be known either in ePub or through a literary agent. I can't confirm too much here, while I'll be busy for other things as well. It has been my dream since I've flew that far to Vancouver for the course. I need some reward, too.

I won't be travelling. Gotta save up for several necessary reasons. I do hope to finish replying my pen-pals' letters and get a job that I could enjoy - a basic monthly salary and prepping for my dreams.

Do you wish to have more time than 24/7?

I do.

I begin to believe in horoscope as my source of inspiration. A fighter that trained from bottom pit, yes I am. There're times I want to stop, look above and take a break without forgetting to work harder later. I thought I had it all. I didn't. I feel emptiness sometimes - hungry for dripping sweat of knowledge and sometimes, love.

I've been disappointed most of the time. If first cut isn't the deepest then falling in love with attached men mostly get me going. My twisted mindset could only flirt with him, and he played along. There's a stint of bittersweet and raw satisfaction. Or else, men come after me for wisdom decision making. Hello! I ain't your mother!

I'm sticking to my writing muse, rather.

Happy New Year 2012.

Merry Belated Christmas

...and I'm down with a flu. Who to be blamed? Please don't ask.

Was at the website of this 'person' lately, hammering of how lonely he is. Despite the money and fame, it couldn't purchase the pursuit of happiness. Well, nobody wants to be lonely. However, if two less lonely poeple occurs in this world, right now, it'll be both of us - the 'person' and me. LOL.

What the hell I'm talking?

Another year has come and gone. It has been 6 years I'm in the 'club'. Until the day I have to surrender my fate to the wise cupid. People say, the more you mingle around, be social, the more you'll get to meet the 'one'. Well, I've been around for a while and had some disappointment and then just give up and be myself.

Who cares what others think.

The gist is - how do you see yourself...

Love Inspired

The title says it all. This on-screen couple has been my inspiration in writing disturbing controversial romantic elements. It's even better than Leo-Kate. Tragic love story aside in Titanic. 'Til today, Fight Club is still one of my favourites. Besides working and phone-calls slurring in. I've changed the website's background and created two header templates. The earlier ones looked kinda of YA-ish. This is, hopefully more mature and yet with sprinkle of sweetness. I'm always at work while blogging. I'll have an internet access by next year. And it's going to rain soon.

Searching for the Voice

Though I've been experimenting my writing genre, it's safely to say I'm into sweet comtemporary romance/erotic romance. I believe in either HEA and/or HFN. Like in real life, eevryone needs love and that's how romantic books come easy.

But my calling ended up the other way where I tend to branch forward into horror; the scarier and better type. My vision about saving a man from being a hit & run victim resulting his fell and subsequently beheaded by a Harley Davidson bike ran him over. I woke up sweating, mind you. I was driven to write this.

Though I'm working on several projects all at once, I try to get it done. Other than that, I'm also working on my new website which to be advised soon...

Back for Good!

Never know that I'm expending this blog into a website for my writing space (hopefully business). Never know that so many things had happened. Whenever I look back, I tell myself - I have no regret in coming to it.

I've done three NaNoWriMo this year. And then several projects that I'm getting my hands on - unusual historical paranormal romance (long & complex genres), written one synopsis but have no idea how to start the story, and then lastly, had a few outlines about some horror stories of hearing voices and body parts. LOL...

I've found a forum that I'm hanging onto, and yes, I have to finish replying my pen-pals' letters by this month. So much to do and so little time, wished to have more than 24 hours.