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Thursday, July 19, 2012

Not-so Juicy July

First entry of the 7th month of the calender.

What doesn't kill me will only makes me stronger...

I will continue to strive to survive for my family and for my sake...

Love to all,

Deborah...

Saturday, December 31, 2011

Au Revoir 2011

Flu at the final stage.

I'll be all right.

No worry.

It'll go away eventually.

Listening to That Year and bought some DVDs. I was wondering who'll read this post. Heard a friend who've found his soulmate of similar gender. I'm so happy for him.

What's your ideal NY Eve gathering? Resolutions?

Well, for resolution #1 - publication! I'm hoping to have my work(s) to be known either in ePub or through a literary agent. I can't confirm too much here, while I'll be busy for other things as well. It has been my dream since I've flew that far to Vancouver for the course. I need some reward, too.

I won't be travelling. Gotta save up for several necessary reasons. I do hope to finish replying my pen-pals' letters and get a job that I could enjoy - a basic monthly salary and prepping for my dreams.

Do you wish to have more time than 24/7?

I do.

I begin to believe in horoscope as my source of inspiration. A fighter that trained from bottom pit, yes I am. There're times I want to stop, look above and take a break without forgetting to work harder later. I thought I had it all. I didn't. I feel emptiness sometimes - hungry for dripping sweat of knowledge and sometimes, love.

I've been disappointed most of the time. If first cut isn't the deepest then falling in love with attached men mostly get me going. My twisted mindset could only flirt with him, and he played along. There's a stint of bittersweet and raw satisfaction. Or else, men come after me for wisdom decision making. Hello! I ain't your mother!

I'm sticking to my writing muse, rather.

Happy New Year 2012.

Tuesday, December 27, 2011

Merry Belated Christmas

...and I'm down with a flu. Who to be blamed? Please don't ask.

Was at the website of this 'person' lately, hammering of how lonely he is. Despite the money and fame, it couldn't purchase the pursuit of happiness. Well, nobody wants to be lonely. However, if two less lonely poeple occurs in this world, right now, it'll be both of us - the 'person' and me. LOL.

What the hell I'm talking?

Another year has come and gone. It has been 6 years I'm in the 'club'. Until the day I have to surrender my fate to the wise cupid. People say, the more you mingle around, be social, the more you'll get to meet the 'one'. Well, I've been around for a while and had some disappointment and then just give up and be myself.

Who cares what others think.

The gist is - how do you see yourself...